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bun thaaat.
Apr 13, 2009 - 1:27 PM
why do i care? it's YOUR life right, not mine. so why should i stress about this? it was only a matter of time anyway that your level of comfortablity with her would increase .. i think i saw that coming. i saw that coming, but i didn't want to. i tried my best to avoid this shit, because i knew i wouldn't like it. not one bit. so i took advantage of whatever time we had left. did the best i could, and i saw that you did too. then it happened. naw, it wasn't ''all of a sudden'' .. i could say "drift" but that wouldn't be it either. i dno. i just didn't like it, not one bit. i shouldn't be feeling replaced. we've been tighter than skinny jeans on a bitch since time. so there's no reason for me to be jealous, no reason for me to feel replaced. that's just the thing tho. i have no reasons to feel this shitty. you lose one, you gain some .. right? if i found at least half a reason to feel so replaced, then i wouldn't have to feel like crap. but i can't. whyyyyy is this so gay?! who CARES if you're hers now, who cares!!! it's your life right? YOUR life, so why am i making such a big deal out of this. you have that freedom to chose who you want to keep and who you want to drop. SO WHO GIVES A FLYING [censored]! but it suuuucks dude .. yeah, it does. a whoooole lot. seeing how happy you are to forget me, i'm not comfortable with it. i guess i need to learn how to before you label me your 'exbestfriend'. deal with it sty, let it go. pft, why do i care?
.. right?
~ smile! sty loves ya. sorta.