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eliminating chaos and hassle.
Apr 10, 2009 - 5:55 PM
i've decided ..
that i don't want to decide anymore. no more decisons. i've decided that decisions cause chaos and hassle. i don't want chaos. i don't wan't hassle. i don't want to make decisions anymore. why make decisions when you can let everything else around you make them for you? why put in your own blood and sweat in trying to fix a four year friendship? is it even worth it? is it? i've decided that this twisted 'friendship' can fix itself. you don't need anybody to put in more effort than the other in this relationship. nobody needs to do shit. you just sit back, relax, and wait. wait for some type of force to push us back to what was a 'bestfriend' type thing. who cares if there's this BIG empty space between us that we've never seen before? or maybe .. only i've noticed this hole. maybe i was the only one in trying to keep up our bond. ah, but who cares! no matter who focused on this relationship more, you or i, nobody needs to fix it. nobody needs to make anymore decisions. because decisions cause chaos and hassle. i don't want chaos. i don't want hassle. i don't want to make decisions anymore, i don't want to make decisions anymore.
" go with the flow, sty. go with the flow. "
~ smile! sty loves ya. sorta.